constantly running scenarios, scrambling to find a solution
to a problem, with no resoltution.
A train wreak of false hope clouds my judgment
derails me from society,
a bouquet of roses, a romantic card inside that promises to never leave,
unfortunately, when the other left, I kept that promise.
Look into her eyes,
and you see her beauty,
Look into my heart,
And you see her perfection.
Night time dreams give me what I want so badly,
only to take them away once the agonizing burn in the sky reappears,
beginning another day, tedious, only to sentence me to the same treatment.
The unwanted pain makes a reappearance, reminding me of what life tells me I can't have.
A black car, polk a dots, coffee, soft hands,
All discomforting reminders
All painful.
The bridge is closer now.
Filled with people, all un wanting of me
without first meeting,
I step onto the ledge,
The distance to the bottom comforts me,
A quick escape,
Suddenly everyone cares,
I take a step onto the transparent floor,
It gives way,
A small smile,
A quick drop,
A final quiet moment,
A last thought, expressed through my last breath,
I love you.
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